I always think I’d avoid these things
But time and again you know you’ve lost again
Here I am alone
Imagining I’m your friend
Walking by the abyss
Looking for answers
I think about talking to you
Even dream about talking to you
And you talk back
But never like when I meet you
Am I just sad, or are you disappointing?
Do you want me to like you?
You never unwrap the emotions I give you
(note: poem recently rediscovered in 2018. I cannot remember who it was about)